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Sunday, May 08, 2005

i am a nobody, i want to be somebody.
i will be somebody one day.
the memories in the past.
till old when i think about it.
is full of regret.
i am still young now.
i will go for it, whatever it is.
i don't wanna regret when i am old.
think about the memories we share.
i don't wanna cry alone when i am old.
i want to grow old with you.
but when things start to fade.
people start to change.
the dream we bear is no longer there.
my heart will never be complete, cos there is something missing.
and that is you.
when i book out, i long to see you.
when i book in, i wish to see you.
thinking back, the small little things you do for me.
the care and your smile.
i did not appreciate.
when i book in.
saw my buddies..
folding those little star for their girlfrield, planning weekend outing with gf.
they tell me what they do, how romantic they are..
i feel that i have never do anything for you.
i learn along the way.
i try to be better.
i want to give the best to you
but you will never be there again.
if given the 3rd chance.
i will never let you go again.
when i ORD.
leaving SG.
for further study.
5years later
when i am back
reading this blog....
the memories between me and you start to flow back.
and i start to regret.
why i never have the courage to hold you.
why am i so stupid to have say i respect ur decision.
but when i saw you along the street. happily with ur family.
i start to think.
if that is you and me.

Now.
my handphone rings.
is from you.
i still dont have the courage to tell you i want you.
i want to hold you.
i pretend to be happy.
i force myself to type it.
cos i realli dunnoe how to express in words
i am weak.
i try to change topic.
but in my heart i only want to know do you still love me?
but i guess i will never get to know the answer.

you will never know if you dont plan for it. a word from you
so i guess you have plan what you want, and doesnt include me........
is book in time book in time book in time..........

always waiting. -5/08/2005 04:27:00 PM

the one who waits.

Name: hOnG yUaN
Bdae: Oct 14 86
Nicks: Jack
Skool: University of Newcastle
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